Saturday, July 14, 2007

LEAH-CHAN @ 5:06 PM

I'm actually pretty lazy to think of something to write and pretty much feeling a tad bit emo right now so I'll post an entry from my 'diary'. I would sometimes write about my day on the way home. In there, it's actually much more personal but this isn't all that so here it is:

Friday, July 13, 2007

Start: 10.22PM

End: 11.02PM

Mood: Happy! ^.^

Place: On Bus 72, going home

Listening to: Passion by Se7en

It started as an okay day today. I mean, went to class, met up with Annu, ate at MacDonalds, went for more classes then went to Koufu with Madeleine and Hanisah to just…chill! Annu went home because she was um…tired. Yeah, let’s stick it with that.

At around 5pm, went to the dance studio with Hanisah to practice a little bit. We found some of the juniors and of course, the seniors, there already. We practiced like HELL because, well, TODAY IS THE DANCE EXAM!

During the stretching, AHH!!! SO PAINFUL!!! >.<>

I love our choreography! ^.^ The other groups were awesome! Felt rather high when they showcased their choreography. But when it came to our turn, oh ho ho ho! LOL I FELT SUPER SCARED! Not to mention, I didn’t eat earlier so the constant practicing was making me rather light-headed and dizzy. But I SURVIVED!

Out of the total score of 50, I got 26 only! T.T But at least I pass and I knew what was wrong with me. I didn’t show much expression (TRUE). I didn’t give much eye-contact (TRUE). My moves weren’t sharp or impactful (TRUE). Honestly, everything written there was true. LOL.

On the good side, I DIDN’T MOUTH MY COUNTING ANYMORE! YAY! ^.^ They said that my musicality was not bad – which means I somewhat had my groove and could flow to the music. I REMEMBERED ALL THE STEPS! ^.^ YAY!

This was what I found out when I talked to Eileen. However, talking to Shafeena made me realize something important. She pointed out that I didn’t have confidence.

I could pull practically ALL of the steps perfectly. She said that she saw my dancing – she said it looked great! BUT – because of my low confidence, I didn’t have expressions nor did I have any eye-contact.

The first thing I need to do is to work on my confidence and practically all of my other problems could be solved in no time!

But hearing that comment from Shafeena made me realize that I CAN dance! She said I could be SO much better if I was confident of myself.

So thanks to Shafeena and Eileen for making me realize! ^.^ I’ll work on them! ^.^

That’s pretty much my day! I still feel like dancing! LOL

Okay, I think my stop’s right around the corner!

Ja ne,

Leandra

Yup, that was my entry yesterday. I'm feeling pretty proud of myself but I REALLY need to work on my confidence. But I seriously love dancing. I shall work on my confidence! ^.^

But not right now >.< my whole body's in PAIN! I seriously overstretched myself so now it's pretty hard for me to move about. Oh well, *shrugs* I'll get over the pain.

About my ankle, *grins nervously, poking fingers together* hehe...I think I overused it since yesterday was the exam, I thought to..."Ah fuck it, I'll give the turn a shot." So brilliant me decided to do the turn during our last try (we had three tries - one facing the mirror and the other two facing the seniors). And now, my ankle hurts.

Inner Self: *sweatdrop* IDIOT! NOW WE'RE BOTH IN PAIN EVERYTIME WE WALK!

*glares at Inner Self* Shut up! It was an exam. Sacrifices need to be made to pass it. Besides, if we don't try now we might not be able to do it properly during performances or whatever.

Inner Self: *pouts* fine!

*glares, then turns back to audience, smiling* ANYWAY, I gotta go already. I don't entirely feel myself today. I'll check with everyone later!

Ja ne,
Leandra

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Name: Leah-chan

Schooling In: Nanyang Polytechnic

Course: Multimedia & Infocommunications Technology, School of Information Technology

Birthday: 21st December 1990

CCAs: Foreign Bodies, Voice Ensemble

Colour: Black, White, Red, Blue, Green, Orange, Purple, etc ^_^

Hobbies: Reading, Writing, Singing, Acting, Dancing, Fashion

Music Influences: EVERYTHING but at the moment, JROCK/JPOP

I'm bi-polar i think.

One day, I'm happy and the next, I'm totally different.

Yahoo!: sweet_leah90@yahoo.com.sg

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I love music. It is my whole life. I can't survive with it.
I hope to be able to play the drums or guitar (electric) [that's once i have enough money to buy one].

I'm currently into Japanese music, and I love mixing their fashion with my own taste! ^_^

My new love is dancing, alongside singing, acting, writing romance fiction and creating fashion styles.
It allows me to express myself when I can't.
It relieves me from my stress.
Overall, I love dancing - I just need to get a confidence for it.

Hanging out with friends is another plus in my life. Friends, to me, equals to loyalty and honesty.

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